The Worst Case Scenario

What if things end unexpectedly? 

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Now I'm thinking about worst case scenarios.

First, how many times did you pray that things would just end as easy as turning off the TV after watching a great show? Did you ever feel like you wanna come out from suppression? Suppressing your feelings, suppressing your life. We all know that there are a lot of things that we can do and just by doing it alone we survive. We never did ask for someone to help us with our journey though. We always end up questioning ourselves how would we turn, how would we deal, how would we accept and how would we repent. Such things are just the manifestation of you living in this vast environment. If you are not thinking about it then start asking yourself what is your worth in this world. 

A lot of times, my mind has been traveling in a lot of possibilities and impossibilities. My thoughts were sometimes vague that people don't seem to understand me. And most of the times, I pitied myself from sitting alone in a dark room trying to imagine and fathom the vagueness of things around me. Yeah those were the best of times for me. Knowing what needs to be seen and done, creating my own set of expectation. That's how I realize my worth. 

The worst case scenario, I ALWAYS END UP DEFEATED BY MYSELF.

Second, did you ever wonder how great the world is? People come and go. Did you ever notice that day by day people are just doing the same routine? Those are the things that we sometimes miss. Our eyes are just watching the vast world but not looking the realms of it. 

They say that the world is full of surprises and that we are the key to open a door for a surprise of our life. I wonder how it would be dealt with. Imagine someone asking for a surprise and as he opens the door, plague covered him. That is not a good surprise. That is what you call reality in this world. 

People are just to blind to see that surprises has two faces, bad and good, negative and positive, pro and con. Everybody knows the general rule: "We live with consequences and choices".

As you open your eyes to a new day, you are not even sure what would happen this day. Your thoughts are blank. You know the reason why when you just woke up and your mind is not working immediately? Its because while we are in a deep slumber, the world gives us the opposite of sometimes what we call reality. These premonitions will inculcate in your mind thus bringing it up until your REM ends its course. Surprise! A new vague day. 

The worst case scenario, I AM DEFEATED BY THE FACT THAT I LIVE IN A DARK AND LIGHT WORLD. 

And lastly, who are you?

The worst case scenario, I STILL DON'T KNOW WHO I AM UNTIL NOW.