What Good It Gets when You Get enough Sleep

TADA!!!!

Yeah! My physical looks would seem like I'm relieved after a very tremendous event that had happened 2 a week ago. Well, some say I have moved on but in reality, I really did not.

Thanks to some friends who shared times and lent me their ears while i was blabbering. My appreciation for those people who have considered me a big, important friend thus I am still here and ready to face another storm brough by life.

Or maybe the good night sleeps had given the reason to smile after all. Thanks to Mommy Jane!

The four corners of one of her rooms made me feel special and important thus my deepest gratitude for letting me in. My sincerest thanks to her for welcoming me and opening up her house and let me use one of those comforting rooms I've ever had. I got 8 hours straight sleep thus giving me enough energy to continue with what I was about to leave.

These good night sleeps made me feel like nothing ends if you really seek for help. That despite of the tragedies and chaotic situations, life is still there for you to face. You do not need to think about what's not to come or what's in store. You seek for it. You asked for it so you need to work on it to get an answer.

These consecutive good sleeps have made me realize my worth, my existence and now I can move on freely, think and wander my thoughts liberally and stand with my own liberty and freedom again.

I wish I have slept 8 hours daily before!

Choices and its consequences

If you are to pick a pink bag and you are a man, then basically people would have this questions protruding in their minds. Why pink? Why that color? Its unmanly!

If you are to pick a broadway show than watching soldier-themed movies, then your friends would start to ask you why. Why?

The answer is, its our choice! Its our forte and its what what we love.

A man would say, I chose the pink bag because its cute and I guess I don't care what people say. This is my identity or this is my faveorite color or I'm trying to make a trend.

Or, a man would say, I love music. I like music. I love performances and I love to be on that stage someday so im picking the broadway than the movie.

Everybody deserves choices for themselves. Needless of the negative consequences that it may bring, as long as you can carry on and stand on why you pick that choice, bring it!

Why do we need to listen to people when we know that what we are doing are simply the "just" for ourselves. We, too, need opinions from others but bringing something like "Dude, you would look gay in that pink thing" or "Did you forget that you are a man and man loves action movies?" are way below the line. Yes we need those criticisims and justifications but the truth remains the same. We rule our own lives.

I chose to leave because i want a greener pasture or I chose to stay because I love my colleagues and the crown I'm in, are some of the choices I opted to pick these days. The truth remains the same, I'm here! Staying in this very happy playground. I chose this because I can't find any other reason why I should leave in the first place. I don' have a place to go. I don't have a place to stay and I am so tired of always starting up anew.

Despite of these decisions, my friends differ in their ideology of why I am staying. Some said that its best to leave co'z of the sufficating task. Some others would beg me to take a rest and some others will just hold on to me and ask me to stay because this is the only place that I could call my own.

I love picking choices and facing consequences but still I would defer the decision to myself.

Move On and Bye Bye

So here goes me. I missed a lot of things in FB due to smoe hectic schedule at work. Haven't done visiting my neighbors in CITYVILLE or even visited my town in FRONTIERVILLE. I was able to get a chance to change my profile pic. But haven't got the chance to post a new status.

I got some music browsing done for one song "TIM JAMES - I'LL BE YOUR SECRET" but to no avail thus I posted the video on my wall and asking for peple (begging!) to spare me the song bye sending it through my email or even give me a shot if they have it.

Anyway, I'm moving on. Enough of those kind deeds. Enough of those "understand-the-situation-of-a-friend" scenarios. I grown up with it and I don't wanna be left out as the sole victim of this kind deeds.I ain't born a saint. If they can't take what actions should I take, better be sorry for them. I just want to see the real me without hiding what I feel. Besides, enough is enough. Troubles have been done. Pity days is over and this is the start.

I won't treat people with special care unless they would see me as such too. Someone that they can take care that much.

Or maybe this is the time that I need to check the reality that I am 30 years old and I ain't getting any younger. I need to move on and I need to be more mature than what I am now.

Sorry you pal. I ain't taking this any longer but I guess if things will not end my way by Friday, consider waving your hands bye bye to a wonderful time with us. I don't wanna play around like a saint anymore. You aren't taking your steps to even show you care for the things that had happened.

Bye.

Me and My Horoscope for the day

From the above horoscope, it is reality for me for the past few days. My moody irritation is driving the people around me crazy about what is happening tome. 

For the past days, I have been so troubled with everything around. Family, friends, work, love life and myself. All is soaking my soul to death that I can't find time to properly think of things clearly and do some things appropriately. All I know is I kind to forget that I ain't alone in this world but still I seem to isolate myself and retracing all by myself the past wrong things that I have done. 

Good thing I still have the ability to camouflage my real feelings and have it hidden until all around me is an empty space and time starts to tick tock slowly that all I can hear are just those sighs i breath and those empty thoughts are penetrating the every inch of me.

Glad that I could still work properly and can still talk with people humorously. I never have time to talk to myself when I know I got some issues within me and I still tend not neglect it.

They say horoscopes are not real but I could probably say this time that the above captured horoscope says something about me and my state during these times. 

Bad.

My Emo Moments (//.-)

While I was weighing things while I am sitting in my room, I realized that I have missed a lot of things that i could have done to make me worth not just a son, a lover, a friend, and individual and a future family man. 

I came to realize that I have been empty all the time. None has been accomplished by myself. Nothing has happened for those past years and past months. 

I came to realize that I have neglected a lot of things or have thought much about things selfishly. 

I do have my right of giving myself a break but things have been so fast that I was not able to look after what I have done and what have not done for me, myself and for the people around me. 

I was ALONE all the time that I was not so sure why I have been so empty until this day.

The Case of "icks" vs "x"

A lot of confusion with words would always appear in front of us. Spelling matter I mean. There are times when we, ourselves, is not able to spell out a word correctly when the fact remains that we have encounter that word for almost everyday of our lives. Or sometimes, to avoid confusion, we tend to make the word abbreviated. Of course this is a defense mechanisn against critics who would dare check on your spelling ability especially during this era when "texting" is some what a trend. Words were shortened, short-cut and sometimes changed to a different way just to go with the trend.

Take the word "would" for example. For texters, this could be spelled as "wud" or sometimes "wod". It depends on the texter actually. The reason for this might be because they want to spend less time and more words for a P1 worth text.

Anyways, this does not concern my rant. The thing is, I have been so clear when I say my name, "BRIX" whenever one is asking me. A lot of cases like people misspelling my name is really a pain in my head.

Starbucks is my favorite coffee place in the whole world and yes I like how they treat their customers especially when they ask for your name to be written on you coffee cup or that Venti cup for them not to mess up the orders.

Should I say it had happened to me 4 times now when they would spell my name as "BRICKS" instead of the for letter name "BRIX". Don't they know that most people with the name Brix uses "x" instead of "icks"? Gees! My rant is too shallow I know but sometimes this makes sense. Names are important to be spelled correctly to avoid complications in the future.

Imagine yourself acquiring government related papers and if your name is misspelled, it is such a case of a pain in your head thus we should let them know and we should check that everything is spelled right. We can't afford to start all over again co'z it would take extra time and extra effort just to have things fixed.

Rant, rant and rant. I guess this is me becoming old.

Work, People, Friends, MATTERS!

I am currently at work while i am writing this blog. It is always so enticing to come to work when you know that the place will make you happy, the people will make you smile and the workload gives you a spare time to not think about the things around you, bothering you.

Sometimes i feel like i love to stay in the office. For no reason at all. I just love how i feel when i am working in front of the pc and knowing that there are people around you ready to tap your back for a quick smoke break or calls you and invite you for a lunch break. Its a sign though that you exist not just at home but at the same time in your workplace.

For the past few days, my mind has been wandering the realms of blank thoughts and more often thinking about the vagueness of things that people can think about. Ugghh.

These are the times when i tell myself to set back, relax and enjoy the show. Meaning, i got to work, work, work and work. that is how i define relaxing. The more im working the more im relaxed. But the aftermath always tells me that its too much.

I worked 16 hours yesterday and after the shift, i immediately went home, took a mid-day course and 10 minutes later i was on a ride to the vast imagination of REM co'z i know 8 hours alter I got to go to work again.

What drives me to work really is the fact that there are special people who are waiting for you. Special in the way that they see you as someone who can be their bit of joy for the day or the pillow for comfort and sometimes the million dollar friend. I often wonder why i gain this people. My charisma is not that good or maybe jsut because of my being amiable. LOL! :D.

Anyways, right now i am sharing a laugh with friends in a chatroom. Sometimes this is our way to fight stress and yes it does work for me. I can never have a dull work moment in any day unless someone tries to pull the trigger and brings out the worst of me.

Geez...

akala niyo lang yan.. pero may KAHIHIYAN din ako.

May mga bagay na nakakatuwa, nakakakatawa at pampalipas ng pagod after the days work. May mga bagay na dapat nilalagay sa tamang lugar at may mga lugar na dapat nating pag-isipan munang maigi ang gagawin bago bago natin gawin. May mga bagay na dapat isaalang alang muna ang kalalabasan bago ipamulat sa iba ang gusto mong mangyari.

This has just been one of those humiliating days in my life. Di ko man pinaramdam at di ko man pinakita sa karamihan pero and araw na ito ay isa sa mga kinasusuklaman kong araw sa tanang buhay ko. Sino lang ba naman ako? Isang hamak na indibidwal sa mundong ito. Isang taong walang hinangad kundi ang magpakasaya at mabuhay ng alam kong tama ako.

Living a life has always been a big deal for me co’z I always wanted to please everybody kahit alam kong minsan I’m throwing words below the belt or harsh word na hindi dapat. But that’s how everybody lives. May kanya kanyang diskarte sa buhay. Makasalanan din ako but the mere fact na alam ko ang limitations ko, I STICK WITH IT!

Isa lang ang alam ko sa buhay at habang nabubuhay ako hindi ko kakalimutan ang pinaninindigan kong paniniwala. Hindi ako pinanganak para kantiyawan, ipahiya, pagtawanan, apakan ang pagkatao, utusan at lumaban ng patas sa mga taong gagawa sa akin ng ito. 

Kung sa tingin MO katawa-tawa ako, oo alam ko yun. Kung sa tingin mo mapapatawa kita, kaya ko yun. At kung sa tingin mo alipin mo ako, ISIPIN mo muna paano ka naging alipin ng iba. Dahil ang bawat gagawin mo sa akin alam kong nagawa na ng iba sayo co’z tulad ko pathetic ka. Your pathetic co’z you are just trying to revenge from the humiliation you you get nung ginawa ng iba to sa iyo. Kaya nga sabi, kung sino ang biktima siya pa ang pinagpapala.

Sa araw na ito, hindi ko makalimutan ang ipahiya ako sa karamihan, ang utusan ako at pagtawanan at ang pagiging tahimik ko at pagkimkim ng sakit na dulot ng kahihiyang dulot ng araw na ito. Needless if you are my friend or not, needless if we are close or not, needless if you know your limitations or not, the truth remains the same, NANGYARI NA ANG LAHAT. Kumbaga, sadsad na sadsad na ako sa putik sa kahihiyan pero mas pinili ko pa rin ang di magsalita at makitawa dahil alam ko ang salitang “PAKIKISAMA”.

Sa lugar kung saan lahat ng tao ay nagkakaisa, masaya, nagtutulungan it always follow na everything is okay between these people. Kahit magmurahan pa kayo, kahit magbastusan pa kayo o kahit magsigawan pa kayo basta’t alam niyo na ang lahat ay hanggang salita lamang, ang mga nakita at narinig ay mananatiling sa loob lamang, ang lahat ay walang problema. Ganyan ang paligid na kinaroroonan ko ngayon. Ngunit, tila sa isang ihip ng hangin, binago nito ang pananaw ko sa salitang PAKIKISAMA. Mas lalong nag kainteres ako na alamin kung ano nga ba ang kahulugan nito dahil sa araw din lang na ito hindi ko naramdaman ang pakikisama at paglagay ng limitasyon.

Nauutusan ako. Napapakiusapan. Hindi ako madamot para di ko ipagyabang ang pagiging mabait ko. Hindi ko nililimitahan ang mga taong nais huingi ng tulong at lalong handa akong tumulong pag kailangan mo ako. Isa lang ang ayaw ko sa gagawin mo, PAG PINAHIYA MO AKO!

Kung papipiliin ka mas gusto mo pang magtahi ka na lang ng cross stitch sa corner ng bahay mo kesa samahan ang asong ipasyal sa kalsada na hindi naman sayo at sa isang kapitbahay mo lang. Mas pipiliin mo pang tumahimik ka na lang kesa magsalita at di ka naman napapakinggan. Mas pipiliin mo pang samahan ang isang bagong kaibigan kesa isang imbitasyon ng dating kaibigan dahil alam mong wala ka naming silbi dun.

Kung ikaw nasa kalagayan ko (oo ikaw!), anong magiging reaksiyon mo sa ginawa mo sa akin? Tatawa? Makikitawa? Magpapatawa? Ayaw mo nun di ba? Saang parte ng isip mo kaya nakuha ang ideyang GAGUHIN ako ng ganun na lang? Gaano ba kalaki ang utak mo para manglamang sa isang katulad ko? Sino ka ba? Kilala ba kita? Kilala mo ba ako? Hindi di ba?

Kung sa tingin mo napatawa mo ang karamihan, nagtagumpay ka sa adhikain mong magpatawa. Ngunit kung nag isip ka ng tama at nakiusap ng tama, may tao kayang masasaktan at mag-aalburuto ang kalooban?

I am not the type of person na akala mo makukuha mo ng ganun-ganun na lang. Kung tutuusin, sa inasal mong yun, mas edukado pa pala ako sayo. Utang na loob, kilalanin mo muna ang mga nakakasalamuha mo sa bawat araw dahil hindi lahat ng nakikita mong mukhang tanga ay tanga. Hindi lahat ng nakikita mong mukhang gago ay gago. At lalong hindi lahat ng nakikilala mo ay makikilala mo ng mabuti.

It was a pretty tough day to decide pero siguro nga BLESSING in DISGUISE. At least I have the reason for all my decisions.

Kung sino man ang mga natamaan sa prosang ito, pasensiya na. Alam ko masasaktan din kayo pag sa inyo nangyari iyon pero gusto ko lang iparating sa inyo, alam natin kung ano ang limitasyon natin. Sa loob ng playground natin tayo tayo lang ang naglalaro, tayo tayo ang nagmumurahan, tayo tayo ang nagbabastusan pero sa loob ng playground natin tayo lang ang nandun at walang sinuman ang makakaapak dun kaya masaya tayo. Sana isipin natin ang playground natin ay ATIN. Kung may makikilaro man, wag nating hayaan ipahiya ang kalaro natin dahil at the end of the day, sila pa rin makakalaro natin na sinaktan natin para makipaglaro sa mga bagong kaibigan.

All "New" for this month

Cool month. I got brand news,

Brand new scent for November and December . I happen to drop by Bench and tried to smell their scents. I got 2 choices but i ended picking PIOLO PASCUAL Pure Passion. BVULGARI has been good for Spetember and October and maybe soon i will pick it again.

New QWERTY Phone Nokia E5. This is my first QWERTY phone and i have a total of 4 functioning mobile phones.

- Nokia 3310

- another Nokia ( i dont know what series and number)

- Samsung E590 of which i so love the camera and its being handy and portability.

-Nokia E5

We've got a newly gaily decorated Christmas tree to put some Christmas spirit in the house. Its a gold and silver themed Christmas tree.

I got a new haircut from NEWSBARBERS in SM Hypermart. I was planning to put some color in my hair but only to find out that they dont have my favorite hair color, Burgundy or Dark Auburn.  And, i would always love their after-hair cut free massage. Scalp massage is really cool.

Hmm.. Great things to start the month.

Hesitations

At exactly 18 days from now, my 1st anniversary will commence (as a aprt of my team in the office). I rememdered,  I landed on this job when someone took me as his back up and then history follows. 

I meet new friends, new smoke-buddies and a new environment after a year of taking calls. Now, my task is more than just "Thank you for calling...(then goes the openeing spiel)" but more on Service level, AHT, Occupancy, DVR, staffing, ACW and the likes. I can't even imagine why i came to this job.  With no perfect training and less things i knew of being in RTR, I travelled this new journey with the help of my colleagues. Blessed by good thinking, i easily grasp those and applied it to what my work should be. Alas! Being an RTR has one great experience that i could not forget in this BPO world. 

My being one year though (in the next 18 days) in RTR is now tested with chaotic situations that me, myself can say a great factor why i need to move on. This turmoil needs to be forgotten but as days pass, its just getting worst and worst. People come and go. People leaving some other friends behind and people quitting the business of dealing with numbers. NAY! what an exhaustion so it seems. 

As i foretold on my previous blogs, i did have an interview with the other company. ITs the same world where im wandering at. Its still a BPO. But this new journey im trying to take is hindering me from moving on. 

Despite of this opportunity, there is something pulling me to be back on my senses? Who do i consider leaving this company? I am about to turn 3 years by next March. And, why so sudden?

First, the scene i am seeing in our department is trying to give me some negative aura that i should leave. My closest friends have done their plans. Some of them are now in some other else's playground. Some are planning to take a leap and some are bethroted with their task and will stay. Its as simple as goodbye and hello. Goodbye to the company, hello to the new one. Goodbye to my colleagues, hello new peers. 

Second, I might need to breath new air. I might need to face new people and i might need to mingle with new acquaintances. I am not soaked up though with what my company is giving me but change is always a better way to move on. 

Lastly, I am to widen everything that i know. 

BUt i can't still do it today. Not for now that everything is making me happy while i am at work. Quitting has never come to me and will never come to me unless i say so and utter those words. 

I just so love my people. I just so love my job but its just that there are reasons why I am torn to choose between what and what or which is which and who are who. 

(sighs!)

VXI Interview, Exam, Bob Ong

So this has been a busy day for me. I woke up around 1AM to do my Frontierville visit and ended at around 6AM. I am suppose to ahve an interview with VXI by 8AM thus the reason why i am awake to early. I dont have any idea on how to get to the office of VXI co'z I have never wandered Quezon City yet. 

I decided to take a cab rather than commuting through jeepneys and buses or i will be lost in this little metro. I told Manong Driver to drive me to Waltermart in  Muñoz- North Edsa as this is what the VXI-HR instructed me and thankfully Manong Driver knew the place.

 This is the visitors/Applicant's ID given to me by Manong Guard who asked me to log my name on their visitor's list. I was late actually and i logged the paper arriving at 8:08 AM. Hmmm.. interesting co'z i saw one of my colleagues who was their too. (guess who?!)

Shoots! Good thing i passed the initial interview thus the HR woman who assist and interviewed me take me to the exam room. 

WHAT!?!? Excel exam?!?! 

I don't have any idea how to compute those numbers in front of me. (I only know the basic operations in Excel). And what made me faint is PIVOTING! Never in my entire life did I encounter such a surprise exam. I am thinking of what to do but since i was already there, I got to continue the exam My colleague who happened to sit opposite to me give me an idea on how to solve it. Atleast, i have some questions answered. I stayed more than an hour infront of the DELL PC watching the grids and data on the EXCEL. I got to try all my luck to come up with an answer. Well, I did answer some but I am not sure if everything was right. Little did I know that some are correct but most of it needs another way as what the HR-Woman told me. Thanks God! the exam is over. 

I waited a couple of minutes for the HR-Woman as thats what she told me. Anyways, i love their place. hmmmm.. 

After about 5 minutes, here comes the HR-Woman bringing some yellow papers which is an Appointment Slip. I will be back on Friday for the Final Interview at again 8AM and i know that would be something like to think about coz by then i will be out from my shift at 5Am and I don't know if i can make on time. I hope I will not be sleeping when i get home. 

Anyways, its somewhat like taking my new journey after everything that is happening in the office. Who knows this is a brand new luck. 

On my way home, I rode a bus up to Robinsons Galleria and again NATIONAL BOOKSTORE was waiting for me and inviting me to come in. I'm just a human and can be tempted sometimes. 

I went inside the store and off to the second floor to get a brand new copye of Bob Ongs, Ang Paboritong Libro ni Hudas coz i just found out that the first copy I bought is nowhere. THus, Bob Ong Books is really complete. 

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at 8pm, i got work and i am not able to get sleep coz my body is not telling me to sleep thus i am looking for a way to get a nap.

ZzZzZzZZZZZzZZZZzzzzzzzzz...

^_^

One Hilarious Morning

I alwaysknew what would made my day thus when i opened my Facebook account, one of my friends have posted this hilarious story that brought much crack in my mind. I don't know if this is real or just a story amde by a good-thinking mind.

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Isang araw sa supermarket...

Promo Girl: Free taste po maam. Libreng tikim

Misis: (tumikim ng isa) Bakit ganito ang lasa nito? Parang bulok na!?

Promo Girl: Ayan! yan po ang nangyayari sa mga pagakin natin pag hindi nilagay sa ref. Kaya bumili na po kayo ng ref namin. 

Misis: Animal ka!
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I can't still get over it thinking if it really did happen or not but it just made my morning.

(ang babaw ng kaligayahan ko...hahhahahaha)

No Smoking Sign behind me while smoking

Just during my more than first 2 hours of my shift this day. So soaked-up with with numbers and Excel. The mouse im holding was like screaming for rest. And the monitor is shouting "Stop staring at me that much!". Well, thats how it goes to be an RTR. Focus, focus, focus. One wrong digit, its blasted!. 

Went downstairs to get some fresh air and lung air with Wea, Nimmy and Xmas. Grabbed some tummy stuff in Ministop. Bought some soda and mineral water. Sat down on this ledge and trying to relax my mind. At least i got more than 15 minutes of it. 

Oh shoots! I forgot my cigarettes upstairs. So, picked money from my pocket and went inside Ministop for Marlboro Lights (Gold Label). 

Chit chat. Chit chat. Well, i am aware that i got this no smoking sign behind me. Who the hell cares? Its just a quick break anyway. 

If Loving you with all my heart is a crime, THEN IM GUILTY!

I never wanted to feel this way. I never asked God to give you to me. All i know is that it just happened so sudden thus this sudden feeling is true. And im guilty to say that im in love with you.

I followed my heart, followed my dream and it lead me to you.

EMO_MOMENTS

mga nakakalokang tanong at sagot moments for this day

Hindi ko alam kung tanga nga ba ang tawag sa mga taong di man lang nag iisip sa mga sagot nila sa mga tanong. Andito ako ngayon sa office pero bago pa man nagsimula ng shift ko ang daming scene ng conversation between people and natukalasan kung "katangahan" kung matatawag. Nakakatawa pero nakakainis. May magagawa pa ba tayo?

in the elevator:

Agent 1: (pasigaw) Hala, bakit nandito ka? may shift ka?

Agent 2: Malamang! (Di ba tablado ang nagtanong)

in Ministop:

customer 1: pa "AUTOLOAD"

cashier: Smart o Globe? (Gago! ang alam ko GLOBE and nag auautoload pero sumagot naman si customer)

Customer 1: Smart (mas tanga!)

during yosi break:

friend ko: (binabasa ang txt ng kaibigan niya) What time ka punta ng gym bukas? (sabi sa txt).

               (magrereply) Maaga!

Me: Ano?

yan muna..

Holiday Pay on Rest Day

What a confusing and exciting memorandum.

From: xxxxxxx xxxxx

Sent: Thursday, October 07, 2010 9:43 AM

To: xxxxxxxxxxxx

Cc: xxxxxx xxxx; xxxxx xxxxx

Subject: Holiday Pay on Rest Day

TO : All Employees

The Department of Labor and Employment legislated a premium payable to employees when they have a rostered day off during a public holiday. The Holiday Pay Compensation is applicable to all Call Center Agents.

It has come to our attention that due to the changeover of our payroll processing from twice monthly to every two weeks in June 2009, most employees were compensated accordingly; however, some employees may not have been paid the appropriate Holiday Pay Compensation. There are efforts currently underway to review all of the staff attendance records and payroll activities dating back to June 2009 when we did the payroll changeover. We hope to complete this exercise within a week!

We acknowledge that this oversight has created some inconvenience to some of you and therefore steps are already being taken to correct the situation and pay all of the affected employees immediately.

On completion of the reconciliation we plan to process the payments through our normal payroll run next week, failing this, a special payroll will be run within 10 working days.

(Name of Company) is a responsible organization and that adheres to all of the Philippine Labor Laws. This incident is strictly and unfortunate oversight and we are working diligently to correct this by expedite payments immediately. Please know our employees are important to us, and for those employees affected by this oversight, we want to extend our sincere apologies and assure you that we are working diligently to complete this exercise.

If you have any specific queries about this situation please channel your them through your Team Leaders.

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Okay, so where do is stand here?  Does this mean that i would be expecting for a bigger amount on my bank account next week? Hmmm.... i hope i will.. i need them..  i badly need them..

Anyways, there has been a rumor about employees who emailed someone and thus this was brought up. I dont need to mention names. 

$kaching$

My Tiendesitas Surprise Concert :)

What an ecstatic night! After more than 3 months of hiding myself from the norm, I was back to being a part of the night. I spent the night wiht my friends in Tiendesitas trying to top some excitement for the day.

I was with Roy, Gino, Hone and Baby Medz. 

Roy and Gino are my neighbors. Honey is my housemate. MEdz was an ex-wavement in the office way back then. 

 

This has been a memorable night for me coz i have never thought that i would be standing on that stage singing that one Ne-yo hit song "Go On Girl". Yes! I sang infront of a big crowd. I don't know or maybe i was just to tipsy that i went like "Yes, I can sing". After about 10 minutes, the band had called my name but sad to say they can never play the song my friends are requesting for me to sing thus they let me pick up a song that i can sing. I scanned their playlist and found this Ne-yo song and well, it was embarrasing but it ws pretty fulfilling co'z i have been dreaming to sing in that stage. The lady in red (the female vocalist of the band) help me out with the second voices of the song thus the song went perfectly fine. 

Ugh! Such a shame but it meant a lot for me. With my friends clapping after my performance, I was so excited to get back to the table again and cover my face. 

Well, i maybe a bit tipsy after drinking 4 bottles of San Mig Light (that's my dosage) but i know i did it well. Atleast i have proved everybody that i can sing professionally.  Oh my! Im trying now to drag my own chair. 

Anyways, i enjoyed the night. And this was an opener, really, that i can only take 4 bottles of San Mig Light before i throw up.

After the 3 hours stay in Tiendesitas, me and Medz went to McDo for a coffee break to sober. Went on with out life topics after almost a year of not seeing each other. Shared the experiences and puff, the day ended byt walking Medz to the taxi station to go home. 

Today is October 5, 2010. Another day, special day for someone dear to our hearts. Its Daryll's Birthday. 

Happy Birthday Daryll!!

Random Pics

It was too late when i realized that i have consumed almost all ingredients of my favorite "Petite Halo Halo" from Chowking. It ws too warm them and thankfully, Chowking was just around the corner so me and my BHe decided to take lunch first before picking up some DVD. yum yum yum

My crave for October scent was over. BVLGARI was the choice. My Bhe bought.

I was surprised when my Bhe brought home this cake from Red Ribbon. Only to find out that it was a post celebration gift for our monthsary. Thanks Bhe.

ON our way to Quiapo. WHile riding a bus, out of boredom, i started taking pitures of my left foot. hmmmm.. not bad in a pic but worst in real. LOL

Just so love chocolates. These were "pasalubong" from our Boss. Yummy yummy yummy.

hear me if you want to.. disregard this if you wont (an office scene)

If there is someone who needs to understand your stress level due to work, that should be your workmates! Despite of the deadlines, rules, directives and work stuff, they should always know that all employees are bound for stress and hunger in which sometimes 

Everybody knows that rules are rules. Responsibilities inside the office are well ruled-out to everybody. From silence and EOPs, to bottles of drinks and foods , WE ALL KNOW THE LIMITATIONS!

What had happened just last night was a case of unfairness and inequality. I have been treated different from everybody else. Why is it that everytime i bring some tummy stuff in my station, someone would always react that way? How come others can and i can't? Is their a fair judgement on this ground? 

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Truth is, i may have been one of the playful staff but i know my limitations thus certain times i would better keep my mouth shut rather hving it played all through out my shift coz i know it might cause trouble for me alone. I maybe a bully-type but tend not to fill my temper co'z you will end up begging for forgiveness. And i maybe, bullying around but i know when i have crossed the line of my limitations. 

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How come some people are so not true in the office? Why not just shout in my face that they don't want to see me? I don't want to see you either! Period. 

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Be it not because i am just the quiet type why you keepon diggin' on me. I am a good friend but im the "most evil" of all enemies that you can have. So whats the case of befriending me if you just want to laugh at me? Would you care and allow me to laugh the way i want to laugh everytime i see you?

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God, i don't even like you and you have the guts to come to me and ask for help? FUCK YOU!!

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im starting to hate the environment more!

file insubordination!

file termination!

file resignation!

The hell i care with those crap! its just a piece of paper that i can throw out or burn. 

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back off!

Trippin`

After writing my first 2 blogs about the office experience, Pearl Yap, here's the third for this day. 

8:00 AM - trip to PASIG PALENGKE (Pasig Market)

8:20 AM - arrived at the the market to pick up some DVD movies (hmmmm you know what i mean when i say DVD in Pasig Palengke) Well, sometimes i often think that there are valuable DVD movies that you can buy especially if you know how to choose the right kind. I have been doin it for 3 years now. All those smell though has hurt my nostrils thus i need to vacate the place as soon as i got and picked good catch. Spent P485 worth, reasonable enough than watching the movie in the big screen.

9:10 AM - on my way to Meralco - Kapasigan to pay the electirc bill worth P1,772.85. WHOA!!! a lot of energies used for August! Hmmm... DVD player, Refrigerator, cellphone charger, iron, rice cooker, hair iron (or whatever they call it), PC, 2 desk fans, lights etc etc etc.. worthy enough? i guess no! I have no choice though but to pay the bill or have it cut until the next payday.

9:36 AM - roam around Tendesitas to pick some BRUNCH and ended at Fat Butchies. Sinigang na baboy, liempo and salted eggs with raw tomatoes. SLURPP! hunger coped. 

10: 05 AM - went to SM Hypermart to pay the Sun WB at P779 and Maynilad bill at P158. BILLS ALL PAID!

10:09 AM - the Newsbarber stop to get some haircut.. 2 inches taken from each starnd of my hair. Kuya Barbero was really a "suki". I like it when he works on my haircut. He knows what i need and he perfectly knows how to be left with a good tip. HE is so accommodating too and what i like about him is that he remembers his customers and exchange conversation with them letting you feel the ease being on their barbershop. Enough with Bench fix. I figured it out that im paying too much for a stylist who never really cares whats it with your hair. All they care about are the prices of the haircuts and the services and some big tips from rich customers (but not me..i ain't rich).

OH! i liked how Kuya Barbero massaged my head. He has given me some free facial and scalp massage and i really would love to sleep during those times coz his hands fit my every stress head and veins. LOL.  

Well... here i am now at home and trying to get some good movies on TV and maybe try to get some sleep or end up awakened by Chona in the office.. geez.. 

Keyboard parks in the meantime and be back soon.