Done with the day's work. We ended up (my colleagues and me) taking some breakfast in McDonalds and chat over things. No need to worry much about the talks. It has been an unexpected day for me. Well, surprises will never be surprises unless you know its coming.
Imagine youself in some other else's shoes. Will you have the guts to boast your self esteem just to get selfish-satisfaction? I would say no. A big, big no.
Let's put it this way, you can never be what you want to be unless you are capable and confident that you can handle such great responsibility. Put away those "amihan" and "habagat" winds when you talk.
Uggghhh... This responsibility has oppressed me knowing that i am not capable of handling situations like life and death is at stake. Been there, done that but the reality remains the same. I am still the same me. The same old me who's up for more boasting. Nay!, not such a great quality to take.
Im quitting this qualms and shouts. I mean, I dont deserve this. I don't deserve to be looked upon. Im too over it. What do i do to stop those rumors? What do i need to work on to have them believe that i can do it?
(says me trying to impersonate someone)
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